My name is Shila
Marsila Silalahi.
I'm the youngest child from three siblings,
The only daughter,
Maybe long ago, my Mom really wished for a daughter.
Oh my, a girl must be able to work at kitchen... Not only play with the boys.
Shila !
Hey, Shila...
But it appears
My mom dissapointed for having a daughter like me.
Hey !
For what did you bring this many book?
But not with Dad,
I'm my Dad's favourite.
Sir.
Dad always have a method to show which one is wrong.
Shila, come on.
Not with anger.
I'm sorry, Sir.
Don't play with rain.
That's fine,/ How if she got sick...
Allright... just get inside!
Get inside.
Dad always have a way to set free, without losing.
Goal!
You football loser!
What do you mean by mocking my friend?
So what do you want?/ You wanna fight?
Fine!/ Fine! You think i'm scared?!
I always trust Dad's word,
He said that we don't need to fear anything.
What do you want?!
Except Allah
That's more like it!
Let's play again tomorrow.
Oh my...
Shila !
Come here!
Here!
But this time, Dad is wrong.
Shila... Shila,/ Aku pun takut,
And i'm also scared.
With Mom
I told you, a girl shouldn't play football!
But you still do it!
Forgive me Mom... It hurts,
Ouch.... Daddy,/ What's wrong?
It's nothing Dad,/ You need to be careful.
Let's go Dad.
Dad, right there./ Yes.
We got it.../ What do we got, Dad?
This.
Careful.
That one, Dear.
Did you catch the fish?
We got many of it, And they're pretty big too.
Alhamdulillahirobilalamin
We're heading straight to market Mom, Assalamualaikum./ Okay, Waalaikumsalam.
Bye, Mom.
Careful you guys./ Yes.
We're gonna arrived at market, thankfully.
We got plenty of catch./ Yeah, that's a lot Dad.
Open it!
Morning... Morning everyone.
Assalalamualaikum warahmatullah.
What's this Dad?/ Take it, it's for you.
Open it.
And only Dad who understand my dreams.
Please come home now, there's plenty of our family who needs you here.
Remember that, Your grandfather, your Uncle, your Aunt.
They're the one who paid for your medical education.
Before you received your scholarship.
Andika, that brother of yours,
After graduated from highschool,
He wants continue the study he said.
Where's Shila again,
Yes...
Just a nearby district highschool,
When he graduated,
I think i just get her married quickly.
I'm tired...
But you,
Don't you get married first.
Help your Mom first...
Before Andika got his own scholarship.
Yes yes yes....
Assalamualaikum.
Mom,
Mommy,
I wanna school at Medan,
State's favourite highschool.
I don't want to enter a nearby district highschool,
I might not get to pass the college test later,
Then Mom will get me married.
This kid!
Whoa.../ Always looking for trouble!
Dad, Dad./ Mom, Mom.
Calm down Mom...
If you still can speak with your tongue...
You don't need to speak with your hand.
That's true Mom.../ You!
Verdana
Hey!
Where are you going?
Let her be... Hey!
Honey.
When you talk with Shila,
Don't talk about marriage.
You know how she reacts.
You always defend her!
Go burn some hot water for me.
It's my heart which burns!/ What?
Hey.. are you studying, brother? Huh!
I'm going fishing.
Mom! i've passed the test./ Huh?
Dad! I passed./ Passed?
Yes Mom, look this./ Let me see.
Here,/ Where? Where's your name?/ Oh my god...
You're amazing!
Masha Allah...
Unfair..!
It's unfair, Mom,/ Shila, open the door...
Mom, just let her be./ Shila!
Don't make me worry about you.
Leave me alone, Mom!.../ Come on.
Come on, honey.
Leave me! Leave me alone, Mom!
Shila./ Just go...
Shila...
It's already a fate that you didn't pass the test, my Dear,
Leave me Mom! Leave me!/ Come on, let's just go!
Why God, Why?
Why didn't you listen my prayer?
I always beg you everytime i pray!
Why God,why...
Ouch...
Holy!
Why are you sneaking around the kitchen just like a cat.
Sit there.
Sit!
Let's talk.
Here,
This is food from earlier, your Dad asked me to save this chicken wings for you.
Come, eat.
Come on.
So what's your plan later?
I'll just take a private school, Mom,
Public school registration has been closed.
Oh lord, my Dear!
My lovely daughter!
Private school is expensive, Marshila Shilalahi...
Allright, fine,
If you still wanna school,
Just go enter an islamic boarding school.
Mom!
Boarding school, Mom?/ Yes.
The cost is pretty affordable,
And also you can learn, how you'd feel when you far away from family.
If you ask me to enter boarding school,
Then it's better if i don't school anymore.
What!
How stubborn.
Dear,
You better go to boarding school.
What?!
Like what you Mom said.
But, Dad...
If i go there,
I'm afraid you guys would miss me,
I will only home when vacation comes,
Come on, Dad...
Please reconsider it,/ Hey, hey...
You're so childish.
Shilah!
This mom of yours is not that kind of person, Shila,
Don't you over exaggerating!
It's "lebay", like what kids said these days!
Dad...
Dad knows that i'm upset with Allah ,
Don't make me upset to you as well.
I don't want enter the boarding school... I don't!
You dissappointed with Allah, right?
Please be mindful, Dear...
Astagfirullah halazim...
That's because you still don't understand,
Because God, always know what's best for us .
I know it, Dad!
I just don't want to!
Please Dear, listen...
Shila...
If you love anything in the name of God,
You'll never be disappointed, and heartbroken.
Come on!/ Wait Mom,
Sit here for a minute. Excuse us Sir, sorry.
Excuse us, Sir.
Assalamualaikum, Ms/ Yes, Waalaikumsalam, what happened Mrs?
So,
My daughter, her name is Marshila,
My daughter is smart,
But also a tricky kid.
I'm afraid that she wanna fail the test,
So,
Is there any "special" way?
I mean...
Pass without a test./ Umm... I'm sorry,
We don't know any of that "special" way You daughter have to attend the test like the others,
Allright, next, Marshila Shilalahi.
Shila!/ Marshila Shilalahi.../ Shila!
Wait,,
You've been called!
Come on, you can do it! Don't forget to pray before
Okay, please enter.../ Yes.
Please./ This way...
Hey, hey... Ms.
How about this way,
Good?/ Okay.
Excuse me ma'am,
Excuse me Sir,
Sorry if i'm rude .
Just a second please,
I'm sorry, just a second...
How far have you learned about Iqra?
First Iqra?
If it's true,
Then we shouldn't waste anymore time,
I'm capable!
Please open the Al-Qur'an.
Juz thirty,
Chapter An-Naziat,
Read the first until the fifth verse.
*Reading Al-Qur'an
Thank you.
*Reading Al-Qur'an
Shila! Shila! Hey, Shila!
Shila! Shila!, Shila! You passed, Shila.
You're accepted into the boarding school, my daughter.
Honey!
Your daughter! She's accepted into the boarding school./ You serious?/ Yes.
Shila.
You passed?
Congratulations.
Let's go...
Come on...
People said that, life is a journey,
And if life is a journey,
Then we often leave,
Or getting left.
Shila, this is a fish rod for you. So you'd better in fishing.
For me?/ Yes, take it.
And i don't wish both of it.
Mom.../ Hey, Shila, please wait here, okay!
Where would my daughter be placed?/ What?
Oh, over there, thank you.
It's very heavy.
Shila, Shila...
You're placed at the first dormitory, okay!
Hear my word, Don't you make a trouble in here, okay?
Moreover if you get expelled,
I don't have anymore money, Shila. Okay?
Yes Mom, Assalamualaikum./ Waalaikumsalam.
Brother./ Take care, okay.
Shila.
Take care of yourself here. Okay!
Yes Mom.
Assalamualaikum./ Waalaikumsalam.
Let's go upstairs..
This is the dorm that you'll live at. And that's your room.
Attention.
There's 4 new student, who's gonna live at the first dorm.
So introduce yourself one by one.
My name is Marshila Shilalahi. I'm from Shilalahi Village.
My name is Manda, Sally Amanda. I'm from Malaysia.
My name is Siti Aisyah! I'm from Minang.
My name is Cut Faradillah, just call me Icut, I'm from Aceh.
Finished?
You may take your bed on the right side.
Decide yourself.
Hurry up.
Whoa... i take the corner!
I'm here, okay?
Oh my god... It's very dusty!
It's near Maghrib, let's go to mosque, let's go...
Big Sis Salma is grumpy, you know. We might get punished if we're late.
Isn't there any dispensation for the newcomers?
Well, there's no negotiation when it comes to afterlife.
You wanna negotiate with Malik The Angel?
I'm dead.
Hurry up, hurry!/ Okay okay...
I'll catch up later.
Huh?
Shila, why?
You're sick?
Yes...
My stomach doesn't feel good.
Oh god,
Where's Shilla?
You're not going to the prayer?
It's near Azaan, come on, let's go...
My stomach hurts, Cut...
Just leave me guys.
Come on, just leave her./ You're okay?/ Hurry up.
Yes...
I'm free!
This is more like it.
Why don't you attend the congregational prayer?
Are you pretending to be sick?
I'll count until three.
One...
Two...
Fine! Okay, okay!
Thr...
Thr...!/ Okay, okay...
Shoot, what do i do.
Ouch!
Ouch...
In our journey, sometimes we just realized.
That we might fall in love in one of the time cycle.
Dawn,
And a prince with sun shining bright through his head.
Hey!
Hey, hey, you!,/ You!
Astagfirullah!
I'm sorry,
I just wanted to tell you that's ../ I know!
Male Wudu Room.
Shila...
Why are you smiling like that?
And your face is getting red too, why though?
Really?
This is...
Because it's hot in here./ Sstt... sst... quiet!
Come on, wake up, wake up...
We're gonna pray at mosque. It's near Fajr...
Girls! Wake yourself up and Wudu again!
Come on, hurry up!
How shameful infront of God!
Come on!
Yes Ma'am/ And you dare still asleep!
If in every Rakat you read one verse of Qur'an, so...
In one year of islamic calendar,
We'd have completed the Al-Qur'an.
Yes.../ Yea...
There's five pillar of islam,
Amanda, please tell how's the fourth pillar of islam sounds.
Holy!
Oh my...
Excuse me... Oh my, excuse me please.
Watch out!/ Shila!
Ustatha! Ustatha!
Yes?
What happened, Shila?/ Ustatha.
Am i still allowed to eat?/ Your opinion, Shila?
Ustatha...
Do you know what time is it?
Remember Shila!
Islam never taught us to waste the time.
You have to learn from your fault.
My leg's getting break.
Tired...
Girls.
Who told you to sit?
Ustath.../ Ustath...
And now... you Shila,
Please tell and give me...
Your opinion, or your idea about study overseas.
I don't know the answer, Ustath./ English please.
I can't even answer it Bahasa!
Moreover in English./ How dare you!
Allahhuakbar.
Living in islamic boarding school, we'll get used to this situation.
Study anywhere,
*reading Al-Qur'an verse
In any position.
*mumbling
Shila!
Even at unexpected place!
You're studying?/ What?
Their hardwork even makes me feel more...
Pressured.
Come on, hurry up!/ Allright.../ Hurry!
Here!
Ustatha still awake at this hour? Huh?!
Oh lord,
Hey! Let's go back!
Wait, wait, How about Shila?
Hey, Shila!
Don't make a sound, okay!/ Shila!
Hey! Where are you guys going?/ Hey Shila!
Sometimes alone is better than together.
Izah!, Hey!
Oh my God...! How could you guys!
They're really...
*singing
Huh... Thanks God...
Allright, be patient guys/ The result of our hard work, Mangos!
Hey, Hey! We have to thanks to our school founder,
Because they planted that mango tree...
What's this smell?
Just some gas as a result from that tree.
Shila, you stink!
Hey...! You guys should be grateful that it's just a gas from that tree.
How about if i fell from the tree...
You guys can't even cover me!
Sometimes, alone is better than together.
Do you guys like being here, huh?
This! Our schedule is really tight!
Everything... being controlled!
Sleep hour!
Meal time!
Even shower time! Oh God...
I think we should just hang the clock to our neck!
You guys agree? Huh?
Agree right?/ Yeah, yeah...
Yes, agree!/ Aisyah!
Being lazy doesn't mean, that you don't like being here...
You're right, Cut.../ Shila!
We live in a boarding school.
So it's normal if everything being controlled! You should have known.
Well, i prefer to being like this, Everything is easy.
Just follow it.../ Mm.../ Right?
Why you guys looking at me?
How about you? Manda, remember..
You have to make your stand, don't always feel bad for Shila.
Make your stand, Manda..
I...
I'm fine though.../ Huh!
Fine?
There's no fine....
You either like it!, Or not!
Just decide it, No need to excuse like saying fine.
Hurry up, answer!
Like it, or not.../ Hurry, answer!
Hurry, answer!/ You like it or not..!
Allright, i like it./ There you go.
Come on then./ Come on...
What are you thinking about?
Hey! What's wrong with you, Manda?
Honestly, i don't like being here either, Shila...
But i'm not brave enough to tell Icut and Ais.
So, what do you want?
I don't know!
What if...
We just run away from here?
Just run away,/ Shila!
You can't do that Shila, no.
It's fine to run away...
Only, if we have an excuse to do that...
Same when we don't want to get scolded by our parents,
That's why we need an excuse!
Eight excuses!
Why must eight?
Well...
I just like the sound!
Well, whatever!
Besides,
If we have eight excuses,
It's still rational.
Instead only one or two.
How about it?
Whatever...
But it's still only six! We need two morei
What else?/ I have no idea.
This supposed to be eight excuses, What else?
Hey!
You're the one at Wudu place that time, right?
Yes...
Still remember me?
Come on Manda, what else do you think?/ Hey.
What else Manda?
Hey you!
You!, This is!
A border between male and female boarding school!
You can't just do that!/ Is it?
So this is girl's zone?/ Of course
So i'm not allowed to be like this?/ Hey!
No!/ How about this?/ No!
And this?
Allright, this one?/ You're not allowed to do that!
Shila.../ Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam..../ Waalaikumsalam Akhi...
Shila!, look.../ Huh?
Umm, yes!
Hey!, hey, hey hey!
You're so noisy!
Hey, hey hey. Hey!
Okay,
No problem,
Maybe, this isn't a correct timing.
That's okay, Just once in a while...
Hey, what's wrong? Running away?
Let's just go to the class!
Hey, you're Shila, right?
Huh?
There's a letter for you.
Huh?
A letter?
A letter?, From who?
A boy.../ Huh?/ Huh...?
Are you lying?
Why should i?
A boy?
Come on, read it.../ No, no , no!
Read it! Read it!/ No!
Just read it, Shila!/ Yes, why you're being like that, Shila?
What are you guys talking!
I don't know any boy in this school,
Read it!/ No./ Hey Shila!
Just read it,/ Allright, allright...
We read this together./ Yes.
Assalamualaikum warahmatullah hiwabarokatu,/ Waalaikumsalam.
Greetings, for you my dearest moon,/
Introduce me, who just a dust that...
What kind of nonsense is this..
It's fine,/ Yes...
I don't have many word to be written,
Just pretend, it's my way to say hello,
Tomorrow after Asr, let's meet at the place where i put this letter,
Sincerely, The Dust.
Whoa!/ He wants to meet tomorrow./ Whoa.
Newcomer who already got a fan.
Fan...
Come on...
That's so old fashioned,
It's already outdated.
Nevermind!
My dearest moon,
Thank you for coming,
I felt something different right from our first meet.
Perhaps,
This is what they called love,
My dearest moon,
Thanks for the letter, yesterday,
You're welcome.
I have one more poem for you,
Here..
My dearest moon,
What's wrong with you, my dearest moon?
I haven't read the poem, but you're already...
Just take it, and read it yourself.
Are you crazy?
Go away! Go!
My dearest moon, here's the letter!
Shila!
My dearest moon!
Shila!
Shil.../ Shila...
What's wrong with him?
He even compared me!
The moon..
Let it be...
Dearest moon!
Hey Shil...
This letter for you!
Why did you take it again?
I already threw it away!
Greetings,/ Read it!
O you, my dearest moon,
Dearest moon!
Hey! Dearest moon!!
Shiiil... Shila!
Dearest moon!
Hey dearest moon!!
Dearest moon!
So, how many letter that you have made with that boy?
But i don't send letters with him, Ustatha Jannah,
I only receive,
Marshila Shilalahi!
There have to be two person, when it comes to correspondence in letters!
If one person ignores, That it won't be happened! Understood?
This won't continue, Ustatha,/ Can you make sure?
Because i,
I don't like him, Ustatha.
Fine,
I'll tell him about this later,/ With what, letters again?
Forgive me, Ustatha Jannah,
You're forgiven,
But doesn't mean, you're free from the punishment this time!
This tragedy is the eighth reason,
So i don't have anymore reasoni, to stay in here anymore!
I was dreaming.
Yes,
I just from outside of boarding school, bought some medicine from drugstore.
Huh?
Hey, Pao.
It's allowed?/ OF course.
Only if you have permission from parenting,
And also,
Only if the medicine's running out from the clinic, While you have some serious sickness.
*Al-Qur'an verse
Come on!
Dearest moon!
Manda's asthma medicine is running out of stock, Ustatha,
I want to accompany her to the drugstore.
Asthma?
You have asthma?
Yes, oh no!
My lord!
Amanda!
Amanda! Amanda!
Have you checked the clinic?
Yes, yes!
But it has a different brand, Ustatha!
Oh my god.../ You sure you can go to the drugstore alone?
I used to traveling anywhere alone at my village, And also, we both will go together, Ustatha.
Or you could ask help from.../ There's no need, Ustatha...
We'd be only a burden, it's fine.
So, how's it, Ustatha?/ Allright, allright,
You may leave now, but once you get the medicine, please come back straight here soon.
Come on, hurry up!/ Allright, thank you!
Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam./
Shila!
Please take care of Manda, Be careful.
Yes, Ustatha. Assalamualaikum/ Waalaikumsalam Warahmatullah...
It turns out, the way out from this boarding school, is from the main gate.
At the mid day, while witnessed by the other girls eyes.
Alhamdulilillah... It's really fun!
Hey! Where's the address of your aunt at Medan City?
I'm ready to accompany you there, then i'll go to my uncle's place after...
My parents,
They wouldn't dare telling me to go back to school.
Shila!
Shila.../
What?
It's empty, Shila!
You mean?
I left the address at school...
You serious?
Yes...
Oh god.. Manda... Manda...!
What's wrong with your head!
You want to go to your aunt's home,
But you forgot the address!
What do we do?
What do we do now?
You've been here right?
Try remember it again.
Done?
Yes, yes.
I remember, there's...
A tall building,
Thanks, Sir.
Hang on,
Thanks, Sir.
Hey, Manda!
Is this the correct mosque?
Huh?
I'm not sure, Shila,
What did you say!
Oh my!
God...
It's pretty hot though,
Sorry Shila,/
Let's go.
Let's have a drink.
Oh yea, i'm thirsty...
Sir!
One bottle of water, please,/ Yes.
One? Not two?/ Me too./ Allright, two...
How much?
Five thousand for one.
How much again?
Five thousand for one, So, ten thousand for two.
Let me pay it, Shila.
Why?
Shila!
Astagfirullah halazim,
What's wrong?
Shila, my wallet, Shila!
Huh?/ My wallet's gone, Shila...
Are you sure?/ What do i do?
Shila!, It's gone!
You sure you brought that?
I'm sure, Shila!
Hey, hey, Manda!
You remember there was a person behind us!
I think you got pickpocketed,
What do i do, Shila, my wallet...
Forget it...
Shila,
Relax.
Let's sit down first!
Sit, come on sit down.
Have a drink.
So you'd be more calm.
Shila,
My wallet, Shila.
Have you heard about, the kingdom of dawn?
In that kingdom,
There's a prince.
No one ever doubt his, handsomeness.
Especially,
When he rides his horse at dawn,
Oh my god, he's so charming!
Shila,
Shila?
What's wrong, Shila?
Let's chat later!
Hurry up!
Assalamualaikum,
Ma'am, i wanna take the order, from the boarding school, is it ready?
Yes, Ma'am...
Let me check it first,
Huh!
Yes, Ma'am. Thank you. Assalamualaikum
There, hurry up! Come on.
It's stopped.
I'll go first, after that i'll help you.
Manda! Please, hurry.
Okay, okay. Shila.
Come on!
Hurry up!, this is a red light./ Wait a second, Shila.
Come on, just jump!
Whoa, it's high...
Oh god, it's not that high, hurry!
Jump!/ I can't,
Oh god!
Oh my goodness...
Shila,/ Huh...
Let's stop after we drop from this.
Let's say this is our destiny,
Oh god.
Hey, Manda! Manda! Manda!
Huh!
Oh my!
Manda, wake up.../ Why Shila?
You're not gonna believe where we are right now!
God,/ Where?/ Come on, look.
Huh...
Haduh...
Oh my goodnes.../ Subhanallah, Shila...
Is it a sign from Allah?
Allah has decided that we're supposed to be here, Shila.../ What are you talking about!
Manda, Manda, Manda!
We can't just report to the parenting,
Oh my goodness.../ So what are we gonna do, Shila?
Allright,
Let's go down first.
Clear? Come on!
Clear, let's go,
Hurry up!
Come, hurry!
Come,/ Shila
Not that way.
Hurry, over there!
Shila!/ Hide here.
Ustatha...
Oh my god, she's coming!/ Shila...
Alhamdulillah...
We're safe.
Give me your hand!
Come, hurry.
What are you doing?/ God, you...!
Look, here.
There you go, hurry! You're slow,
Shila...
Shila!/ Done,
Shila!/ Allright, finished.
Done, we're going to make some sweat now, okay?
Come on, now,
Follow me!
What?
Hurry up, Quickly!
Faster, keep it going!
Come on! Faster!
Come on!
Stop!/ Done, Shila?
You tired?
Yes./ Are you tired?
Yes, Shila...
Good! Come.
Assalamualaikum./ Waalaikumsalam.
Astaghfirullahaladzim, what's going on?
Where have you been?
Earlier,
A transport car number one fou...
I mean,
A transport car number one four one,
Was really late, Ustatha.
So,
After that,
Once we arrived at main road,
We got traffic,
After that,
We afraid that we'd be late, so we just ran.
From the fifth crossroad until here,
Forgive us, Ustatha
We also got robbed, Ustatha,
Look, look at Manda's bag!
Look at this, Ustatha!
Masha Allah.../ What do we do, Ustatha?
Here, have a drink first.
But Manda is already fine, right?
Yes...
You're good...
Good.
Good, Alhamdulillah.
Ahamdulillah, good.
Manda, you're okay?
Yes./ Alhamdulillah.
Yes i'm fine, Alhamdulilah, Ustatha.
Allright then, after you drink.
Just back straight to the dorm, take some rest, okay!
Thank you.
Thank you./ You're welcome.
Thanks, Ustatha.
Assalamualaikum./ Waalaikumsalam.
Assalamualaikum.
Is it true that...
This is a part of my destiny...
If it's true,
Then my destiny is always related to a pickup truck.
A truck which always brings me back to this school.
Your parents,
Have arrived from earlier.
Hurry, go there.
I'm leaving, okay,
To the library./ Okay.
Take care./ Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam./ Waalaikumsalam.
Fariza.
Help me, please!
Would you?
Please tell my Mom,
That i'm sick.
Okay!/ No way, no.
Oh, come on! I'm really sick though.
Here! My body doesn't feel good, it's hot.
Look, i got fever.
Yes, please..
Come on!
After all, as a human being,
We have to help each other.
Come on!
Okay!
You're really kind.
Hey, Shila! Shila!
Why am i the one who's busy.
Shila, Shila!
Just chill down.
I'm leaving first,
Libraryi is over there,
Icut,
Went there,
Hurry./ Hey./ Icut, Icut.
That's Shila, Ma'am.
Oh, yes.
Thank you, Miss.
I'll leave then, Ma'am. Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
Astaghfirullahaladzim.
Mom...
Mommy.
It hurts, Mom.
It hurts.
You hurt?
You hurt you said?
Which one hurts more compared to me that you lied to, Shila?
I know, you're just pretending, right?
It must be because of your Dad's here.
You feel dissapointed to that point with him?
Your Dad came here to see you but you don't even care.
Just so you know, Shila,
Your Dad forced himself went up here even though he's sick now.
Just for you, Shila!
Mom,
I,
I don't like being here, Mom.
Oh!
Because of it,
That you did this to your Dad?
Because your Dad doesn't agree with you anymore?
Astaghfirullahaladzim.
Here,
From your Dad.
Mom!
Verdana
Of course home.
You're sick right, you need a rest.
My suggestion for you,
Pray a lot to God,
Ask for his forgiveness!
Mom!
Mommy!
Mom!
She said,
She wanted to go to library,
That's Icut,
Come here!
Honey,
Shila doesn't want to meet you.
Nevermind.
Let's go home!
Are you sure?
Of course.
Come on!
Shila,
Icut, Icut.
Huh?/ Icut.
Icut,
What are you gonna do?
What happened, Cut,
What's wrong?
I'm fine.
If you're really fine,
Why you looked blank?
Yes, Cut.
Cut, you don't want to share it with us, Cut?
It's not good to keep a problem for yourself..
What happened?
Cut,
You guys won't understand.
You didn't even tell us,
How could we know?
Cut,/ Just tell us, Cut.
Cut.
I'm not like you guys.
I don't have a complete family,
Attention.
Last week, Aisyah's parents came here,
And you just now, Shila.
Cut,
But my parents didn't even look after me.
Huh!
But they were there when you registered in here right?
I'm not.
I just accompanied by my uncle.
Mom,
Mom is busy working to support me and my sister.
Dad,
I don't even know where he is.
Cut,
Cut./ Icut.
So what are we for you, Cut?
Cut,
We're your friends, Cut.
Hey! Look at this!
This is,
A pot,
Look!
This pot,
Where's the pot?
What are you doing?
Could you use some imagination of yours?
There's a pot over here,look!
Only people who still have heart can see it.
I can see it though.
Hey, Syah!
Among of us four,
Cut is the most logical one.
She can even see it, why you can't?
Huh?
Ah, yes, a pot!
You just exagerrating.
This is a pot,
Which contains the tears of us.
This is where we put our tears.
Tears of sadness,
Or even happiness.
We can't let this pot broken.
Promise?
Promise.
Promise./ Let's promise each other.
I'll save the pot first.
Safe and sound.
Allright,
Let's chat!
What's your plan after you've graduated from here?
Starts from,
You, Cut.
What's your plan?
Cut...
I want to graduate with the highest score.
Because the best alumnus,
Will be a teacher in here, automatically
And then,
My mom doesn't have to work anymore.
Let me handle the financial.
Ah! Now you Shila!
How about you?
For me,
I want to study literature in university, then get married.
Become a house wife, while being a novelist.
Shila!
For what would you continue to university if you just end up being a housewife?
Hey, Shil!
You wanna be Mrs. Abu, right?
Mrs. Abu!
Hey, Syah Syah Syah!
Abu.../ Did you hear that i said Abu?
What are you guys thinking?/ Abu's housewife...
Hey, you!
Hey, Cut Cut Cut Cut!
What's wrong with housewife though?
Your bachelor title would get wasted, Shil./ Hey, Shil!
If it's not Abu?
Then who? Tell us!
Shila.../ Tell us, Shila!
Perfect sit stance!
*praying
Which one?
That one!
Who's sitting over there.
Everyone's sitting, you idiot.
Can't you see?
Where?
Second boy from the last row.
Oh my...
Masculine...
Eight, my score..
Akhi!
Wait, please./ Okay, okay.
Huh! Eight?
Look there!
He's taken.
Still wanna give score eight?
He doesn't even deserve a score.
It looks like, you don't stand a chance, Shil.
The score's getting minus.
Shila! Why you didn't even understand her.
Shila!
At this semester's break.
I'm not coming home.
I choose to stay at my grandma's house.
People said,
That my grandma had the saddest cry ever.
So my grandma often invited to the ceremony of death.
Her cry, able to hypnotize other people to cry..
Grandma!
Here, come here, Dear!
Look.
I brought your favourite fried chicken for you.
Your mom cooked it halfway.
So it can be cooked again by your Grandma.
Take it!
Thanks, Dad.
You're still angry with me?
You don't like being in the boarding school?
Right?
Huh?
My daughter...
There's no parent, that want their child sad.
This vacation,
You're not coming home?
It appears, you're still angry to me.
Allright then,
I'll go home now.
My daughter,
It's been a long time since my shoulder dried up,
Because it's been a long time too that no one's crying in here anymore.
Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
Why you keep playing your phone, Shila?
Please try to stop, I can't understand you anymore.
Grandma,
It's forbidden to bring phone at the school,
Moreover the internet.
While i'm still at vacation though.
Please stop playing the phone, my grand daughter, I think it's not good if you keep being like that.
You don't even feel sorry for your Dad, Let alone myself.
I better leave.
It's better if i don't know anything,
Rather than know a little thing but it makes me upset.
Especially, about feelings.
It's already been one year since i came here.
Happy Show is an event for sixth grade student, to make their own amazing stage performance.
The lights,
The dance,
The music,
Altogether, prove for the greatness.
It feels alive,
Meaningful life.
This semester,
We start to being active in organization.
I'm on journalism,
Manda on girls scout,
Icut on guest reception,
While Aisyah
On islamic organization.
Like we promised,
We shared the tears.
If someone cried more often,
We're gonna ask that tears to be given equally.
Yes.
Please.
Astaghfirullahaladzim...
Sherly Amanda!
Please.
Hey,
Manda,
What's up?
Still thinking about your english speech?
Are you done?
Me and Aisyah is already done.
Relax!
I have solution.
What's that, Shila?
I'll tell you,but..
Help me first hanging the clothes!
I thought you've near finished?
Who said that?
Look!
Astaghfirullahaladzim,
Shila!
Second,
Peace be upon,
a messenger,
the last prophet,
Muhammad,
Salallahu alaihi wassalam.
May we become,
His followers,
and always keep and do,
his sunnah,
til the He after.
So, she's nervous,
When she looked at her friend's faces.
And the stage is like that,
She can't look anyone..
Except...
When she bend her neck.
Understood?
Quiet.
We will find,
that they lived in darkness,
Gambling, prostitution, and crime
become their habbit.
Did she fall?/ It's your idea, Shila.
Fine, let's see.
Come on!
Astaghfirullahaladzim...
Assalamualaikum Ustath./ Ustath, Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam,
Remember 5W 1H!
That's the formula in writing journalism.
And the most important,
Your opinion may not included inside.
Now, please find some news info around the school, We gather again one hour from now in here.
Okay? Goodluck. Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam./ Waalaikumsalam
What are you gonna write?
I don't know./ I don't know either.
Allright, we're leaving first.
Waalaikumsalam.
It's really nice!
Do you like it?
Nope,
Of course i do,
There's no way i'd hate it.
Thank you./ Yes, you're welcome.
Please use it, okay.
Don't lose it!/ Yes, of course.
Allright, i'm leaving.
Yes.
Assalamualaikum./ Waalaikumsalam.
Hey!
You're in journalism division too, right?
Yes, hey.
Shila,
Relax, don't be nervous like that.
Like me, relax.
Hey, Shila!
Shila!
My dearest moon.
What? Socks?
Syah!
Lend me your socks first.
Look!
Hurry up!
You don't have socks?
Just interrogate me later, hurry up!
Assalamualaikum Sazarina.
Waalaikumsalam Zula.
I'm sorry to take your time, for checking socks.
Please, Zula.
Okay, pull out every feet!
You, Shila...
Wa anti Aisyah,
Why white?
Today is thursday.
It should be...
Black, Ustatha.
Black, but why did you use it?
Okay, this is last warning for you two.
Understand?
Understood, Ustatha.
Everyone clear?
Understood, Ustatha.
Okay, thanks.
Assalamualaikum Ustath./ Waalaikumsalam.
Assalamualaikum Ustath.
Is it supposed to be like this?
Helping friend with the hope to get returned?
Hey, what's wrong with helping Icut's task?
Who knows it will be a good deed, Shil.
Good deed you said?
I'd rather say this is tragedy.
Go, help it!
Help it, hurry!
Are you okay?
Yes, i'm okay.
Shila, Aisyah, why didn't you join the class?
We ordered to bring chalks, Sir.
Okay, fine then, go enter the class already, We wanna have a talk.
Rifqy could you follow me?
Rifqy...
Yes, Sir.
Now it's still a tragedy or not?
Add some in this to be more complete, okay!
And you?
Please, pay attention to the punctuations, so it'd be better.
How about your task?
Honestly, i haven't finished it yet,
And there's still a lot of confusion in here.
I'm confused./ That's fine, i'll help.
Now, your task is to cover the news about, a Silat sparring match with Al-Hikmah islamic boarding school, okay?
Me?
Yes, you? Why? Any objection?
No, no.
Allright, continue the task, okay
Shila, come on!
Oh, Allright.
Ukhti, Ukhti Shila!
Ukhti... you're going to cover a news, right?
I entrust Rifqy to you, okay
Well, eventhough Rifqy is my older cousin,
But i already treat him like my own brother.
Eventhough we're cousin, Pariban doesn't apply to us.
But why did you tell me about that?
Yes, because i think you deserve to know that.
Allright,
Excuse me.
Assalamualaikum./ Waalaikumsalam.
Mission completed.
Yea?/ Hey.
Let me carry the bag.
No need!
You don't have to!
Shila, this bag is heavy. Your back would get hurt later,
Let me carry that./ No need./ It's okay.
Shila, Shila!
You are!
Seriously!
I'll hit you!
But i'm being sincere, Shila.
Shila,
I'm sincere.
Shila,
The food is just a few, right?
Huh?
From journalism division,
You're alone, right?
Yes...
Because there are other news,
So we split the task
Oh,
Okay, okay...
Excuse me,
Rifqy!
Come here,
Yes, Mr.
Hey,
Shila!
Hey!
May i sit over there?
Hey, Fariza! Come, sit over here.
Sit downt! It's vacant.
You took a big portion.
When you eat,
Don't stand.
There's a Hadith about it.
Correct, Shila.
There's the Hadith,
*reading Hadith
It's forbidden to drink while standing, moreover eat.
Chair...
Chair.
Chair!
And everyone who wins today, it doesn't matter.
Because this, only to strengthen,
Ukhuwah islamiyah,
Between all of us.
Let's watch, the Silat match today.
Shila, hey!
Can we start now?
Yes.
I see,
That you love to write, yes?
Other than journalism, i mean.
Yes.
I feel that,
Writing sets me free.
For me,
I don't like reading novels.
Novel makes me follow my heart,
And it's not good.
Following logic blinds you.
I don't like it either.
Not all of novel is all about love,
There are also many things that's been told.
You enjoy being a writer?
Feels being a God, right?
Akhi,
I just pick the essence,
Everything is already prepared.
I just love writing,
Not telling story.
I won't forget about what happened today,
He's not only recorded on camera lens,
But also my memory.
Could you please tell..
I made this article two years ago,
And this event won't change anything.
He's still my prince of dawn.
Which only exists,
In my dreams.
Just nostalgia, Manda.
Because of that article, i've been trusted with the senior.
And now become a lead editor.
Time passed by,
We have one more year in here.
Alhamdulillah.
Yes, Shila.
Hey, Shil!
There's Rifqy outside.
Ustath Rifqy.
Ustath Rifqy?
Come on!
Now, he becomes Ustath at this boarding school.
His keeping distance attitude is getting worse.
Now, what i want is, to graduate from here as soon as possible.
Shila!
Yes?
Ustath called me?
No, i didn't call you.
Don't joke around, Ustath
If you didn't call me then why?/ But i really didn't call you.
Fine then,
I'm leaving, Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
I'm leaving, Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
You liar,
You tricked me.
Ustath Rifqy didn't call me, right?
Well, it's true.../ Oh god.
But, Buya.
Buya?
You don't believe it?
That you'll be arranged,
With Ustath Rifqy.
He really likes to arrange love between student.
Correct?
It didn't come across my mind.
Right?
Are you ready,
To be proposed?
What kind of nonsense you sprouting...
Maybe this is how Allah test humans,
I just have to wait.
Because the answer has already provided by Him from far away.
Shila!
There's a phonecall from home.
Hello?
What's wrong, Mom?
Shila...
Your Dad, Shila...
Mom,
Dad...
This life is like a see saw board,
When i just feel flying through the sky,
Now i feel falling down rapidly.
Straight, to the bottom of they abyss.
Dad...
Daddy.
Daddy...
Daddy!
This is the last time,
I'm lying on his shoulder.
Starts from now,
I have to keep this tears alone.
Forgive me, Dad.
Dad was a home designer,
Dad was a great home designer.
Dad built,
A strong pillars,
Pillars of Islam.
When Dad's gone,
This home won't get crushed.
Shila!
Congrats, Shila.
Your article..
Is the best.
Yes, hope it could be useful, Shila.
Thank you so much, Buya
Thank you.
Hypocritical person signs,
If he speaks, he lies.
If he promises, he disclaims.
If he trusted,
He betrays.
Wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
Waalaikumsalam warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.
But what's Shila's fault, Cut?
I don't understand.
Shila's fault?
Because she is selfish,
She wants to show that she's the best.
Cut,
I still don't understand.
How could you be this angry?
Syah.
Shila used to write articles in media,
So, writing is an easy job for her.
So it's unfair if she joined that writing competition.
She's smart.
Hey, Shil!
Why did you have to join?
You're right, Cut.
You should have told me, Cut.
That you're also participating in that competition.
Speak up.
So i don't participate in that competition./ Yes, Cut,
You supposed to check that first...
Yes, Cut.
Why didn't you tell us from the beginning?
Yes, Cut.
You supposed to let Shila know from beginning./ Speak up, Cut.
There's no need to speak about that thing,
Because friend supposed to understand each other.
Except, that you're not a friend.
Shila!
Everything you said about that Pot of Tears,
Is just a bullshit!
Let me handle her./ Cut!
Ukhti!
*scolding in arabic
Can you just give the punishment later?
The others might get disturbed./ Shila,
I just follow the rules in here.
Cut,
You're not a justice enforcer,
That kid is just a reminder for you to someone.
Me, Cut.
Don't you put your anger to her.
Shil!
Luckily, you didn't fall asleep, when it was near examination week.
Oh my, oh my!
Ready!
That's impossible,
You want to be like them?
There's no way that you want to fail the exam.
What are you talking about!
Shila!
Shila!/ Yes?/ You've cleared the exam?
How about the exam? / I don't know, Shila.
You have to be confidence, Manda!/ Yes, confidence!
You look happy, how was it?
I just pray...
Wallahualam.
InsyaaAllah.
Aamiin.
While we're waiting for the exam results,/ Shila, Shila!
There's a letter from Abu.
Here's for you, you've been waited at the hut.
Shila...
What is he doing again?
Shila!/ Where are you going?
Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
What do you want?/ Shila...
Listen to me, Shila,
Before we apart,
I have a little surprise for you.
What's this again?
Hang on,
I,
Will propose you after you've graduated from college later./ Huh?
Yes.
Thank you for your care, Abu.
You're welcome.
But,
No.
Insha Allah,
I'm a loyal person.
I will wait until forever.
Even when you want fasten everything,
It's no problem.
Even when we have to be married while studying in college.
You,
Are really kind Abu.
But no way, no!
No?
Allright, fine then, i'll leave.
Just go away.
But, have you consider it?
What are you talking about?
No!
I'm leaving, and i might not come back here again.
Oh, really?
Yes.
Allright,if you insist,/ Yea?
Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
I'm leaving for real this time, Shila.
Just leave already!
Please consider it one more time!/ You!
Hey, Shila, Shila! Where are you going, Shila? Shila, Shila!
You sure you wanna leave me?
You!
How many times do i need to tell you?
No!
Shila!
To my office!
Akhi!
What are you doing there?
Ustath,
I was just...
Sunbathing,
Sunbathing, Ustath.
Leave!
Assalamualaikum Ustath.
Waalaikumsalam.
Why you're staying still?
Move this cupboard to there.
This one too.
Are you mad at me?
Why should i?
Why you're suddenly being rude to me?
Is there anymore to help?
But please,
If you need help,
Don't be rude.
It's better if i'm rude, rather than being together secretly with someone who's not Mahram.
It wasn't secretly,
There's a lot of people around us too.
Excuses!
We're also doing something together in here.
And we're not Mahram.
Astaghfirullahaladzim.
I'm leaving then, Ustath.
Instead of getting scandal, being together with someone who's not Mahram.
Excuse me.
Shila, Shila!
I'm sorry.
I,
I just don't like seeing you, together with another man.
Please understand.
Thanks, Ustath Rifqy,
But i can take care of myself.
I will only listen, what my husband said, later.
Not listen to a man, who doesn't have any relationship with me.
Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
For the second place, with score...
Average of,
7,89
Achieved by,
Ananda,
Alfi Warda...
Ladies and Gentlemen, whose blessed by Allah
Here's...
Our best average score, and achieve by our student hereby.
With score of, 8.39
Achieved by...
Marshila Silalahi.
Masha Allah Shila, that's your little sister!
Oh my god, Shila.
Ladies and Gentlemen,
And also our students whose blessed by Allah,
We'd ask to Marshila Silalahi.
To deliver a few words,
as the representation of the students, Alumnus candidate at this year, from Al-Amanah islamic boarding school.
To her, we invite to the stage.
Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.
Waalaikumsalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.
The first time i set my foot in this school,
I might be different with the other students.
Because i felt that,
This isn't my way.
But someone said to me,
If we,
Do everything,
In the name of Allah,
Insha Allah,
Everything would be easy.
And it's true,
What my Dad said to me,
My late Dad,
It's true.
And for Mom,
Thank you, Mom.
For all the guidance until now, Mom.
I can finally passed through my days, at this school, Mom.
Even I,
I'm included in the top three, Mom, with the highest score.
Alhamdulillah, Mom.
I apologize, Mom.
If i were just a stubborn kid all this time,
Didn't want to listen to you.
But you still,
Still patient.
Guiding me.
Thank you, Mom.
I wish..
You can be prouf of me...
And also, i wish Dad can be proud of me.
Wassalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.
Waalaikumsalam Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.
Where are you going?
Home.
Home?
I thought you got called to Ustathah office.
Shila!
Are you mocking me?
You remember?
About our Pot of Tears?/ It's already broken.
You're still remember, right?
Cut,
If i step back,
The fourth highest place may replace my position.
That's you, Cut.
What do you mean?
Cut,
You knew it,
That i don't want to be Ustatha.
You're the one who wanted that.
About..
About writing competition that time,
I'm really sorry, Cut.
So, actually that time...
I'm worried about you,
I can't pay your school anymore.
Mom,
Forget it, Mom.
I will think about it somehow, Mom.
I won't disappoint you, Mom.
You trust me right?
That's why i was suddenly like to write.
Write short story, articles, in media.
When i found out about the prize money, of that competition is pretty good, Cut.
I just done it somehow, i didn't think about it anymore!./ Shila!
Why didn't you tell me?
Friends don't speak,
Friends understand each other.
That's what you said, right?
We have to achieve our dreams, together, Cut!
Remember that!
That dream of yours,
Is to become Ustathah, right?
To help supporting your Mom,
Shila, forgive me!
I'm leaving, Ustath./ Yes./ Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
Please read.
Assalamualaikum.
Waalaikumsalam.
I wait for him to send this letter, ever since i saw him for the first time.
Assalamualaikum, Shila.
Perhaps, i should've sent this letter long time ago.
But i don't have guts,
Even, when i'm already become Ustath here.
Perhaps,
I just waiting for the right time like now.
When you're already become Ustatha in here,
Hey, Shila.
Where did you go?
A secret.
Manda!
You've been called by Ustatha Yanti.
There's an administration problem she said.
Oh, thank you.
You're welcome.
Shila, i'm leaving, okay./ Oh, yes.
I'm sorry, Manda.
His attitude,
His eye,
Why i didn't see it all this time?
It's because of Manda that i'm still here.
There's always a secret in life that we don't understand.
Shila!
Assalamualaikum Ustath.
Waalaikumsalam.
Assalamualaikum
Waalaikumsalam.
There's no coincidence in life
Maybe it's a sign,
About what do i suppose to do.
Only Dad's word that across in my mind right now.
I will accept and move on from many things in here.
Because i know,
With that,
We'd get the best.
Come on!
Hurry up!
Manda!
What happened?
I'm sad that we'd be apart.
Oh my god, Manda!
Don't be like that!
It's not good to always rely on feeling.
We four,
Would still contact each other, right?
Of course!
I realized,
That i'm really far from word "perfect".
But i always work and move in the name of Allah.
Ustath's wish, still haven't moved my heart.
I'm sorry.
Maybe it's not the right time yet,
Maybe it's time to fix myself.
So i would be a strong rib.
For someone whose rib have stolen by me.
If journey is a metaphor of life,
I won't be afraid to leave and left behind.
Because i know all journey has one destination,
To You.
Yaa Rabb.
Mashaa Allah Icut,
Shila! I'm going inside first./ Yes.
Yaa Allah...
Masha Allah.
How are you doing, Cut?
Yes Shila, i'm fine./ Alhamdulillah.
How dare you disappeared after graduation!
Only you who didn't attend my wedding.
I'm really sorry, Cut.
Shila!
Manda!
Shila,
You're pregnant?
Yes Shila, Alhamdulillah.
Where's your husband?
There!
Hey!
Abu?
Yes, Abu...
Who did you think?
I'm sorry, i didn't have chance to invite you guys.
Shila!
There's a person that wanted to say hello to you.
You know that person.
He's not married too.
If we love anything in the name of Allah,
We wouldn't have known about dissapointment,
Or broken heart.