Black thorns and roses...
Smiles and tears
They are sown together
And grew so close.
Dim, wait!
- I win. - Okay.
Come on, come on back.
Oh, relax.
Sergey?
Enjoy yourself just once.
Again, come on.
Race to the rocks.
Okay, but you'll lose again. Ready?
Louise, hurry up.
Stop, your ID.
Stop or I'll shoot.
Popov? Itu Sidorov.
Sidorov?
you again.
Kurilka, Jam 09:00.
Next time, I'll shoot you.
Oh, Volodja!
Calm down Sergeant Popov. Two packs of cigarettes.
Life is about who you want to know.
We all don't have your connection.
You can have my connections, Luisa. You can have it all.
Bloody opera!
Based on true story
Soviet-occupied Estonian Air Force Base Haapsalu 1977
Damn lazy rat.
Slow. Stupid.
Little mice are useless.
Fast. fast!
Attention.
Calm.
Fellow Colonel, the second squadron is ready to maneuver.
You know, one day the colonel
Will open the flight report
and find your human anatomy diagram.
That's the toughest test.
Then another scientific communism.
I will have no life.
That will be worth it in the end.
Let's make a morning report
Selenov, 1:34.
Tokarev, 1:12
You're not going to reconsider the colonel's offer?
Give me one good reason.
Two good reasons.
You can make a career for yourself here.
Instead of piling hay in the middle of nowhere.
Is there anything else there?
Sergey, Luisa. Wait.
Sergey, take our picture, for posterity.
Don't do it again.
- I'm going to the cafeteria. - Please.
Smile for this one.
Fellow Lieutenant.
We were ordered to take this photo
For weekly journals.
Calm.
Let me take photos of all of you.
Swipe right.
Where's the way to the commander's office?
Fellow Lieutenant, I'll show you.
Since NATO forces increased surveillance on our borders,
I have four Migs in the air the whole time.
We now assume each B-52 carries a
Some thermonuclear devices.
If one passes,
They would be in the air corridor directly to Leningrad.
It is your job to prevent this from happening.
Understand?
Yes, Fellow Colonel.
Welcome, Lieutenant Matvejev.
Dissolved.
Get him in.
So young man,
I heard you turned down my offer to stay.
What is your plan?
I'm going back home to find work, Fellow Colonel.
Very good.
Take Uazik and ride with the lieutenant
To the officer block.
You will receive some additional tasks
in your final weeks.
Yes, Fellow Colonel.
Orderly.
Yes, Fellow Major.
No, he's not back yet.
I'll report right away, Fellow Major.
Here.
I'm afraid there are no facilities
To print the photo here, Fellow Lieutenant.
Now there.
You print photos too?
Yes, I want to.
I will solve it myself.
Yes, Fellow Lieutenant.
Permission to go?
granted.
soldier.
Thank you, Fellow Lieutenant.
Matveyev.
Graduated with first-class honors, right?
Didn't they say they did well in flight school?
Having trouble handling their equipment in the air?
I was told that one pilot is here
Having problems in that department.
Time will speak.
Damn it! Volkov is on duty tonight.
He wakes up the second unit at 0300
Because he found cigarette butts outside their barracks.
He made them run 10 km into the forest, digging graves
and give a full burial with honor.
asshole.
What?
At least someone got it tonight.
Hei, Matveyev.
My chance to kiss goodbye.
Now I understand why he did n't swim with us.
What's wrong with you?
I told you. "Like a sister"?
You're in love.
Sergey, do something.
Before it's too late.
Squadron security is paramount.
There will come a day when you have to choose between
Lose your target or save your comrade's life.
There is a fine line between courage and recklessness.
Tomorrow we continue
With a high altitude attack scenario.
That's all.
Prajurit Serebrennikov?
Fellow Lieutenant.
Calm.
Is Luisa here?
No, he went to the human resources agency , Fellow Lieutenant.
It does not matter. I'll come back later.
Fellow Lieutenant...
Permission to ask you a question.
Do you have time to print some photos later?
You're too soft.
Harder. Harder. There wasn't a single place left.
Love letters from your other admirers.
It's been opened again.
Must be a fun job
Nice to read all the letters from your mother.
Come on, we're playing durak in Lenin's room.
Sergey.
Get out of your fantasy world.
Maybe later.
Take the end...
..and slowly ...
..place in the water tray.
Like this, fellow Lieutenant?
It is better.
And call me Roman.
You...
Really see someone else, Sergey.
You captured their essence, their soul.
I'm looking for something deeper...
..but I can't understand it.
How do you mean?
When you take a photo...
At that time there was something
That is lost forever.
A moment that will never happen again.
Like a ghost fleeing from this world.
I didn't know you were a philosopher.
I think we need a drink.
So I gave him a lower score.
The radio must have melted with rage.
He screamed and threatened as if I was sleeping with his wife.
You know that?
Tchaikovsky.
The first time I heard it, I was 14 years old.
My best friend Misha was there.
I've never seen a real ballet.
How can you be so uncultured coming from Orel?
I've seen a lot of theater before being locked up here.
Now there is no chance.
Come check the photos.
Calm down there, Soldier.
I have to go back.
I shouldn't be here.
You should sleep here.
No ican't...
I'll tell the duty officer if I need you in the hangar.
No no No, I have to go.
I can't stay.
Listen, if you show up at the barracks like this,
You'll be cleaning the toilet for a week.
Oh, shit.
Put on your damn coat!
Why can't you dress yourself like the other pigs here?
Lebedev.
Did I give you permission to leave the barracks last night?
No, Fellow Sergeant.
Then why are you smoking outside?
What is your problem?
Why are you looking at me with those misty eyes?
Are you a pervert?
No, Fellow Sergeant.
Then why do you look like that?
Why are you smiling?
Go, to hell with that pervert.
Are you deaf?
Go fuck the pederast now!
Kestasiun.
PA: This is an aggressive exercise.
After I finished at regional headquarters,
I want to show you something.
- What's that? - You'll see.
You haven't said a word since we left.
I hope it's not that bad.
No.
I like it, I'm sorry.
Every time I watch drama
with my best friend Dima...
..I never wanted it to end.
Dima grew up without a mother and I without a father.
It's a kind of invisible bond between us.
We wrote secret letters to each other
Then Valentin's signature.
- Valentin? - Zubkov.
Fighter pilot turned actor.
We want to be like him.
We even promised to leave
The same drama school in Moscow.
What happened?
It was just a silly dream.
What would you do
After you left the base?
Back to the farm,
Helping my mom, find a job.
Can't you help him better if you study in Moscow
And got a job at Mosfilm?
I won't be able to enter.
How do you know?
Because they only took 20 people from all over the country.
There are hundreds of conscripts here
But the colonel chose you.
"Not in the stars of our destiny, but in ourselves."
Shakespeare.
Interesting, This can take a while.
See.
They are dancing with each other.
asshole.
It's definitely not blueberries.
Do you have a boyfriend at home?
No.
Are you?
Damn it! Border guard.
What happened to you last night?
I thought you'd go after him,
Don't ignore it.
I have to drive a lieutenant.
That late? We are waiting for you.
Luisa kept talking about him,
So I told him to stop
and then he got mad at me and went home.
Where did you drop him off?
He went to the theater.
Then?
Then we postpone and come back.
- What? - Sergey, you should see that.
No, really. I'm on duty.
You've found another girl, have n't you?
Tell me, who is he?
Swap, anyone?
Kolja, I'll swap with you.
Yeah, Sergey.
Come on, Sergey.
- So, how is he? - Who?
Letnan Matveyev.
Unlike the other officers.
That's what I thought.
I have to drive her to Tallinn this weekend.
What do you think? Where should I take it?
I can come and show her around,
If Lieutenant Matvejev doesn't mind.
Yes?
- Yes. - Of course.
Stalin stood on this field, the green field,
And there's a farmer nearby, and Stalin...
No, farmer ...
If you insist on saying it, at least do it right.
asshole.
An agricultural worker greets Josef Stalin at his potato farm.
"Fellow Stalin, we have a lot of potatoes that,
"Picking up on each other
"They will come to the way to God,"
The farmer said enthusiastically ...
Come on, Private Serebrennikov.
Continue. I like a good joke.
Continue.
"But God doesn't exist," answered Stalin.
"Exactly," said the farmer.
"So are the potatoes."
That's good.
Follow me.
Telling jokes like that can be really annoying
With your future prospects.
We have a huge responsibility for how we influence society.
So I'll be more careful which story you tell.
This won't happen again, Fellow Major.
I hope so too.
For your own good.
One more thing.
According to the order record book,
On your way to Tallinn, you returned Uazik at 22:34.
What caused the delay?
The lieutenant is coming to the theatre, Fellow Major.
We were delayed at the intersection at Risti.
The gate is broken again.
I did everything I could to get back as soon as possible.
Who did he attend the theater with?
The lieutenant is alone, Fellow Major.
I see.
You report to me
If you see something out of the ordinary.
Understand?
Yes, Fellow Major.
Dissolved.
And the church of Oleviste
It is the tallest building in medieval Europe.
There's a treasure buried under Mary's chapel.
Sorry.
Thank you.
How do I look?
You are right.
Why, thank you.
Do you want one?
Thank you, Fellow Lieutenant.
And this is, of course, the famous rocky road
Where Lenin made his first pair of boots.
Luisa?
- Olga. - Louise.
It's been years.
You look cool.
You too.
Halo.
Which one of these handsome men did you marry?
- Olga! - Don't tell me.
This one is your husband?
And this must be your brother.
Olga, these are my comrades from headquarters.
- Oh. - Yes.
Friend.
-Pleased to meet you. -Pleased to meet you.
- He's so cute. Is this your baby? - Yes.
Colleague.
Luisa.
"There or not.
"That's the question."
There is
Or nothing.
That's the question.
There is
Or not...
There is.
That's the question.
Damn it!
Who's that?
You scared me half to death.
Where's Luisa?
Let's go.
Will you help me with my sentence?
What sentence?
For my audition.
One more dream of yours.
You know you're finally going back to farming.
No, Luisa, I'm serious.
I sent my application.
I will be an actor.
I can't wait to see you on stage, then.
Let's make a report, then your dialogue.
Peter 1:05.
Tokarev 0:52.
Matvejev ...
- Fellow Lieutenant. - Calm.
There are few.
Sergey, come here and tell me how good your test was.
It shouldn't be, Lieutenant Matveyev.
I will be right back.
Where are we?
Eh ... Selenov 1:25.
Yes, Fellow Colonel?
He's ready for you.
He is different.
Platonov.
You surpassed all your targets last week.
Extraordinary.
- That's all. - Not enough.
One more thing.
Letnan Matveyev,
Do you know Article 154A of the Criminal Code?
No Fellow Major, I don't.
Sexual intercourse of a man with another man,
Which is five years in prison
In a forced labor camp.
I don't understand, Fellow Major.
A report has been received indicating that kalu has been involved in
Immoral behavior with soldiers.
This is evil gossip.
Letnan Matvejev ...
I don't want you to interrupt me again.
No soldier's name was mentioned.
Tell me his name.
No name to give.
It is a lie
I assure you, comrades.
Consider your words, Lieutenant Matvejev.
Fellow Major
Who wrote this?
It was sent anonymously, without a signature.
No honor.
I believe the lieutenant's words.
Dissolved.
Yes, Fellow Colonel.
Lieutenant.
What a pity.
So you bought a new Soviet car,
Did you get it for free?
I have no idea.
Train and bus schedules.
I have a good one too.
I have to go.
So where's my present?
Sergey.
Listen to me and don't react.
Someone filed a report.
- About Us. - What?
They don't say your name but...
But the KGB knew something.
You better go, Sergey.
Oh no. False warnings.
All station personnel.
This is a standby alert.
I repeat, this is a standby alert.
This is not an exercise.
- Attention. - Calm.
Col. Col., we have four B-52 strategic nuclear bombers
Neutral air space,
On a direct flight to Leningrad.
011 and 023 are in control.
Rock. 011. 30 seconds to the border.
Permission to participate?
011. Negative. Don't get involved.
I repeat, don't get involved.
Ten seconds border.
Rock. 011. Waiting for order.
Wait.
Target diverted 90 degrees north.
011 and 023, continue escort.
Rock. 011. Engine failure.
011. Status report?
Strength at 30, decreased.
Negative cooling.
I lost the engine.
Permission to cancel mission.
All stations, we're in a state of emergency.
011, drop your guns and fuel tanks.
023, mark the coordinates.
Mark. 85km.
10,200.
That gives him a range of 73km.
He would fall for at least 10km less.
011, negative.
Continue releasing the sea at 3,000.
I can save the plane. I can fly it at a slow speed.
Damn, he tried to land.
Matvejev, it's too risky.
I want you back alive.
Get out. Here's an order.
I do not understand. Negative parachute.
Mark. Negative parachute.
Activate stopnet.
Mechanic in charge of control.
Karamazin, Serebrennikov, network. Go.
Yes, comrade Colonel.
Come on. Come on.
- Come on! - What's that?
Damn. The fuse is blown.
Crank!
Unlucky!
It won't move!
Rock. 011.
Airfield in sight.
Landing permit?
011, permission granted.
Try now!
Come on. Come on.
Faster.
This will happen. Run!
Faster. Faster. Go back to your station, Soldier.
Serebrennikov, let's go.
You! You! You! Get him out of there!
Everything is clear, Lieutenant Matvejev.
You're very lucky today. Take it easy.
Fellow Lieutenant?
Here.
For you.
So you won't forget me.
We can get flight training and fly to Sweden.
Sweden?
Why Sweden?
I do not know.
I don't care
As long as we are together.
Sergey, I'm an officer.
I can't leave my homeland.
If you go to drama school
I'll also find something to do in Moscow.
And then we can go to the movies whenever we want.
And take a cruise on the river
And watch all the shows on the Bolshoi.
And eat ice cream on the Arbat,
And then vomit in the mountains of America.
I've already decided.
In that case, okay.
Fellow Major
Calm.
Sounds like you're having fun here.
Just analyzing my flight report, Fellow Major.
Alone?
Yes, Fellow Major.
I understand.
Where did you print this?
Just a personal photo, Fellow Major.
Personal.
Matveyev
If there is even the slightest bit of truth in the report
Believe me, I will find out.
And no one could protect you then, not even Kuznetsov.
And I will personally make sure that you never fly again.
Good night.
You better head back to the barracks now.
Make sure no one sees you.
Fast!
Move!
Damn mouse.
Move!
No need to listen to him anymore.
One day left.
Good luck.
Fellow Lieutenant.
Vasja, wait here.
Colonel's orders.
Fellow Lieutenant?
What's the matter, Soldier?
I made a plan.
What plan?
For Moscow.
Go back to your post, Soldier.
What?
- Last night - Listen
Rekan Serebrennikov.
Last night nothing.
Nothing ever happened between us, Nothing.
Understand?
Moscow?
Moscow is where I will live.
I'll hold you for it.
Vasja.
Sergey
Don't forget to write me a letter after your audition.
Of course.
Careful.
O, dagger of happiness.
This is your glove.
Rusty,
And let me die.
Let's try again.
If Juliet just married Paris, who is smart and rich,
ideal man,
Then this terrible tragedy would never have happened.
It's love for comfort. That's not true love.
Oh really? And how does true love behave?
You can't stop thinking about other people.
You have to be with them no matter what.
But he could save both of their lives,
and they can still meet in secret.
And only live half a life?
Romeo didn't just say "I'm against you star"
To see it in secret.
Not when he's in love.
I have to my class.
Wait, I'll walk with you.
Do you have time to discuss our scene later?
We can practice at my place.
I can't tonight, I have to practice my monologue.
Sergey, you're here.
Your friend is here.
Until found.
Louisa.
Look at you.
You've become so handsome.
All the time in the library.
and edible food.
Your mother still looks very young.
What about him?
Oh, he's fine.
You've heard all about me.
How's medical school?
I delay.
I will go next fall.
Why?
I'm still working for the colonel.
The days passed.
Sergey, a lot has changed since you left base.
I want to come and see you.
I don't want anything to change between us.
Of course.
- Thank you. - What's that?
I'm getting married
With Romans.
Roman?
Yes, that's right
Are you sure?
Of course.
Of course I'm sure.
It was incredible.
I'm really happy for you.
For both of you.
I really miss you.
You're coming to our wedding, aren't you?
Gula?
Yes.
A toast to Sergey.
We are all here today thanks to you.
Good luck.
- Good luck. - Good luck.
One more?
Gorko!
Bitter! Bitter!
Bitter! Bitter! Bitter!
Two, three, four,
Five, six, seven!
It's a hard thing to see
Your loved ones clean their feet.
I saw what was happening under my nose.
It's not entertainment now but
If he never walks to my headquarters,
I believe
He must have married you.
Thank you, Fellow Colonel.
Excuse me.
How are you?
Well.
How was your drama school?
That's a lot better than base.
It's like another world.
Do you have a boyfriend?
Do you love him?
Of course.
He gave up everything for you.
I have to protect you.
Of what?
You know what happens to a guy like you.
A man like me?
Then why you?
I just married the woman I love.
You really believe that you've lived a lie long enough
- Will this suddenly come true? - Sergey ...
You don't know anything about me.
Wait.
Sergey.
Bitter! Bitter! Bitter!
Bitter! Bitter!
I am trying...
Very difficult...
To forget you.
But I can't.
- All this time, I... - Sergey.
- Waiting for you. - Sergey.
I thought you would come.
I can not.
What are you doing?
Fellow Major.
Your wife is looking for you.
Thank you, Fellow Major.
I'll be there soon.
I have to go, Sergey.
We can still go to Moscow together.
No one needs to know.
- Drink that ice cream on the Arbat. - Sergey.
Luisa is
Pregnant.
"You're quite reasonable",
Kata Pastor Zossima.
"Don't give in to drunkenness
and speech incontinence.
"Don't give in to lust
and love money.
"And above all else...
"Don't lie."
"You mean about Diderot?"
"No, not about Diderot.
"Most importantly, don't lie to yourself.
"The one who lies to himself...
"And listen to his own lies
"Get to the point
"He can't discern the truth within himself..."
Father!
"Or around it.
"And lost respect for himself and others.
"And having no respect...
"He stopped loving."
Dinner is ready
It's not a holiday.
I'll do hours.
You'll be alone in town all day.
I think you'd better stay here.
But I don't want to be stuck here.
And he will miss his father.
You have family here to help you.
Only for a few months.
- Are you thinking about us? - Yes.
And?
When I finished in Moscow, they would promote me.
And finally we can get a bigger apartment.
May I comment on this?
This is for the best.
Did you see my sweater?
Which one?
Winter, the gray color.
Why do you have to go?
Serjozha, bye.
You two are evil.
Serjozha ...
- This one? - Yes.
And that's why I love you.
I have to get to the train.
See you again.
Prison, my lord?
Denmark is a prison.
So the world is one?
Nice prison,
Where there are many confinements, neighborhoods,
Basement. Denmark is one of the worst.
We don't think so, my lord.
Why, then, it's nothing to you,
Because there's no good or bad
But the thought made it so.
For me...
It's a prison.
I will read all his books during the break.
Better that's not all you do.
I'll make sure that doesn't happen.
Or I'll throw the books into the river again.
Sergey? You have a guest
What are you doing here?
I... came to see your game.
Do you like it?
Prince
Very good.
Thank you.
Sergey
I've cleaned up my apartment,
So I have a week before I start the academy.
Why are you telling me this?
Didn't you receive my letter?
How's your wife
and your son?
Come to Sochi with me.
I have two tickets.
For 1800 cars.
You think you show up here and I'll take my life down?
- What's that? - Can't he come with you?
Sergey
I'll be right there, Ilya.
I have to get back to my friends.
Why do you think we use the classic way to teach you?
Because of the characters of this story
Not the intellectuals.
They live, breathe ...
Feel the creature...
Who is gentle,
With vibration...
In their hearts.
And I want you guys to catch this vibe
Your own heart and soul.
Teh?
Car 505 for Sochi
Depart now from platform two.
He's still with that model?
Yes.
And he came with her to visit Luisa.
What about him?
Later, Sergey. Then.
Come on! Woohoo!
Roman?
I'm afraid of this dream.
awake.
Miss you.
I'm here now.
What's that?
You remember my best friend, Dima?
On his 13th birthday...
My mother made him an apple pie.
He lives near the school.
I want him to get it while it's still warm.
So I ran all the way.
When I arrived...
I hear screams from within,
Then I went to the window.
My letters are scattered on the floor.
His father...
He pinned to the table ...
Hit him from behind...
Shouting, "My son no one is going to be a fucking faggot."
I will never forget his expression...
Gross.
And then Dima looked up ...
And look at me.
Then I ran.
I ran.
He didn't come to school the next day.
There is a lake in the forest near the village.
They found his body there three days later.
I never said this to anyone.
I have three rules here.
No vodka,
No party with loud music,
And no daughters.
After 11.
This place is amazing.
Welcome home.
As you asked.
Crescent and hammer.
That's to cut your leg first
and then hit your head.
- Drink? - You want to ask?
Look at this place.
Fighter pilots definitely make a lot of money.
Good luck.
For health.
♪ Ra Ra Rasputin ♪
♪ Lover Russian queen ♪
♪ There is a cat that is completely missing ♪
♪ Ra-Ra-Rasputin ♪
♪ Russia's greatest love machine ♪
♪ a shame how he carried me ♪
Sergey was always serious about all that.
He would play Hamlet or Uncle Vanya for the rest of his life.
- Yes you're right. - There's nothing wrong with that.
Matvejev, Fuel is running low.
Coming soon.
Sergey.
Sorry.
Who would have thought?
Actors and pilots can get along very well.
I can't imagine it any other way.
I know it.
No.
Volodya.
- Volodja. - Get away from me.
- Volodja. - I know it.
Zverev should have investigated my report.
You?
You can get us sent to jail.
How would I know it was you?
Why are you doing this to him?
You have ruined his life.
Volodya
- We love each other. - Stop.
Stop it.
- We love - Stop, It's not love.
This is disgusting.
You make me sick.
To hell with this.
You won't tell anyone.
Not Luisa, Nobody.
No.
That's your job.
You really thought he would leave her
And air soldiers
For you?
Many Soviet volunteers arrived in Kabul this week
To liberate the people of Afghanistan.
Afghan children
Welcoming Soviet soldiers with love and national dance.
Are you sure?
Yes I am sure.
She won't tell him.
That's good.
Are you waiting for someone?
Matveyev?
- Roman Alekseyevich? - Iya.
Sign here.
What are you waiting for?
Sergey, please go and get your other stuff.
Roman, he can't come here.
I can't get him back.
Then take him to the hotel.
She's my wife.
You're an actor, pretend.
Like you're visiting.
I have to pretend every second of today
I walked out the door.
I wouldn't do it in our house.
Just tell him this won't work.
So what?
Then, how?
Will you stay with me at the base?
Hey, go back.
Sergey!
Nice to see you.
Yes.
Ini Serjozha.
- Hello. - Hi, Serjozha.
Hi.
He has eyes like Roman.
- Isn't he? - Yes.
Yes.
How are you?
I should have gone to my mom for a vacation
But when Roman said you were coming,
I have to be here and see you.
You are always welcome in our house and you know it.
It's about time you met Serjozha too.
Let us find.
Bigger flats. Come on.
When Roman has to fly at night,
Serjozha sat by the window
And stares into the night, waiting for him to come home.
Yes.
If Romance ends here,
I'm going to start medical school.
And he will be moved.
- Yes. - Yes.
Of course.
You have to be with the person you love.
Yes.
Sergey
Is there someone special in your life?
Day.
And you.
And dear Serjozha.
May you have all the blessings of love.
Do not have
And no one
Who will replace you.
For your love.
To be with the people you really love.
For your beautiful family.
- Thank you, Sergey. - Thank you.
- Happy New Year. - Happy New Year.
May this be a happy year.
- Happy New Year. - Happy New Year.
Roman.
You should be with your family.
You always do.
I don't want to be the one to keep you away from your son,
And from Luisa.
- Don't you dare touch me. - Luisa, let me explain.
- Leave me alone. - Calm down.
- Get away from me. - Luisa!
I know now that our love can only exist
Where there is no taste
And there's no time.
Help...
Don't come looking for me.
Did you order long distance calls?
Yes do it.
Kuznetsov.
Captain Matveyev melaporkan.
A month later
Sergey.
Where did you disappear to?
I
Go home to my mother.
Roman came looking for you.
When?
Last month, just before he left Moscow.
Oh, he left a letter for you.
I keep it with your papers.
Kuznetsov.
Colleagues.
Private Serebrennikov called.
Serebrennikov.
It's been a long time.
Sorry to bother you.
Do you know how I can contact Captain Matvejev?
I have to talk to him right away.
Matveyev?
Didn't Luisa call you?
He left for Afghanistan shortly after the new year.
He was assigned to control the convoy
From the border of the headquarters.
last Monday
Sergey, we lost him.
No.
That's not possible.
Sergey
Talk and do, think and live
They're not the same, Sergey.
By the time you receive this letter,
I'm leaving for Afghanistan.
Kuznetsov gave me three days to consider
It will end soon.
But what to consider?
I can't choose because I'm afraid of hurting the people I love.
I can't divide myself anymore
And belong to everyone at the same time.
Enter.
Nadja, would you like to have lunch with us?
Why did you come here?
- Luisa, I want... - What for?
To tell me that our friendship means nothing to you?
To tell me that you slept with my husband?
I apologize.
Tell his son you're sorry.
I don't want to hear it.
Because you really want to sleep with him
Why don't I go and lie down beside his grave?
Oh, of course, you don't even know
Where is your true love buried?
Why did they tell you?
You are not his widow.
Are you to him?
You're nothing.
Then why did he move to Moscow with me?
Stop it.
Stop it, Sergey.
No.
What do you feel
And what I feel is the same thing.
My love
Nothing less than your love.
You made my life a shame.
I trusted you all my life.
How can I tell you?
I married him.
Don't you understand that?
This.
Take this before you go.
I don't need that.
Not in front of him.
- Oh. - Oh, Luisa.
I'm so sorry, I didn't know you had a guest.
I'll come later.
Hai, Serjozha.
Is dad back with you?
No.
But why?
We've already talked about this.
Father went to live in heaven.
But why?
Because...
Because he has to.
But when will dad come back?
Serjozha.
Please get me the shoes.
Show me. What's this?
Yes! Pew!
Sergey
I have to choose the only place where I feel free.
Sky.
Please
Don't wait for me.
Forget me.
I will always think of you, Sergey.
No matter what happens in my life,
I will always be with you.
Sergey and Luisa never met again
Article 121 was repealed in 1993 In 2013, Russia enacted a new law prohibiting "Homosexual Propaganda"
In loving memory of Sergei Fetisov (1952-2017)
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Translate by: Sawoeng Kampoeng July 9, 2021